ReadBetweenTheLines

I'm wide awake at 5:00 AM, please.. tell me whats new.
I've tried everything I can possibly think of to to fall asleep.
Not even Imogen Heap could help.

The past few days i've felt different. I feel this sudden urge to start heading towards my life's destination. I feel like I should know who I am by now. I know this is disgusting and saying that i'm being cheesy would be a complete understatement but I feel like i'm surrounded by people that know exactly where they are going and have already began their journey. I wish finding yourself was as easy as it sounds. Where do you begin? Where is the instruction manual and road map?! Like whaaaat?

Ever since i've known that writing and art could pertain to a career i've yearned for the goal to use my never ending thoughts and abstract ideas to lead me somewhere. As I get older and realize english majors that once had a dream to become the next author of numerous best sellers are living off of a high school teachers sallary dealing with kids that could give a shit what they have to say.

It doesnt surprise me that great people with the most mysterious and amazing minds die believing they were failures. I dont think society gives enough credit to the people that see through the obvious. Who needs math and science... numbers and experiments wont give our mind the enlightenment it needs. We need to press pause and look around and create our own ideas and our own perception of this incredible world we live in. All science can do is put a strain on our imagination. Vincent Van Gogh created some of the most beautiful peices of art known to man today. He was incredible. Just like F. Scott Fitzgerald, a famous author who wrote beautifully, died thinking that their work died along with them. ineffective. That baffles my mind, I hope wherever they are now they are aware of the huge inspirations they've become.

My mind obviously just took me for a ride because now i'm getting sleepy and have no idea where i'm going with this blog. But for those that read this, I am very surprised that you made it this far. That was a lot of words and a lot of confusion. Goodnight, its 5:20 AM.