I had a lot of dates but I decided to stay home and dye my eyebrows -AndyWarhol

she.

For those who would like to know, the "she" described in some of my posts does not refer to myself, she is merely a character of my imagination. However, how could I describe with great detail if I have never felt similar. But most of what I am inspired to write is drawn from observations of my daily encounters & the world around me.

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

withdrawls

emotionally drained.
I wish it wasnt one sided.
Confusion.Misleading.
Usedd.abusedddd
broke the fuse.
not much left to lose.
&thats the good news.

There is a large chance I could die of whiplash
I need consistancy.
I need someone to prove that they can stay in
my life for longer than a simple phase.
I wish I wasnt such a softy.
I wish I could compare and contrast the honesty of our minds.
I wan't to know if i'm not the only one.

I'm so sick of life & its man made formulas
there are no mathematical answers
there are no biological terms..
no technology
& you may not believe this, but not even facebook..
can give someone the answers to life.
I wish everyone knew that.
I wish originatily was expressed more often.
I wish people would open their minds.
I wish clarity was easier to define.
I wish I understood why i'm awake blogging
attempting to express my unexpressable feelings.
I'm still trying to find the words that will peice these thoughts.
But I continue searching

& your lack of presence continues to way heavily on my mind.

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